Instead: My mind is racing... and my body won't drift off to dreamland.
Solution: WRITE about it- So I can join my hunny in counting sheep and running through fields of wild flowers.
MIND JUMBLE. I need to finish Geneve's bridal shower invites. What should I plan for the "game" part of the shower. What colors should the cupcakes be... where can I get a cupcake tree. It would be best to borrow one... Any saints out there? I hope the shower is up to par. Speaking of par will James want to spend this Saturday golfing again? Oops I forgot... we are going camping with Kali and Mark. i need to find an air mattress.. the prego body can't sleep on the hard ground anymore. I wonder if they will bring their little girl- Ava. They have such a cute little girl. Little girl- I wonder if James will be happy with a girl. I know after awhile the idea will grow on him, but how will I respond if he isn't excited the moment we find out (which is NEXT week). Will she be a daddy's girl? will i be jealous of her... getting replaced as James' "new" princess. Will I know how to take care of a newborn? I haven't even bought anything yet... am i procrastinating too much (still have 4 1/2 months). What if we can't find a new place to live. Can i survive another year of "no sunlight" living. Should i paint the nursery sunlight yellow. i don't even think we are allowed to paint. i probably wouldn't be able to paint because of my "condition". speaking of How is my so called "condition"? should i be doing more.... take more vitamins, exercise, drink "more" milk- even though it makes me sick. am i eating enough of "healthy" foods? am I sleeping enough? speaking of, I should probably catch those sheep now.... hopefully, this time as I lay my head down... the mind shall follow. Goodnight, I think.
I need to stop doing that- "thinking", especially when I should be counting sheep or goats
(since they are pretty much the same).
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